Got back my Baisc Finance paper today. Got 55.5/60. It was a bit of a mixed feeling when I got back my result. Felt happy that it was an A grade. But at the same time I felt that I could have done better and got 59/60. Well... I could have gotten 59/60 if I had read the question properly for the last question. Had 3.5 marks deducted due to one careless working that made the rest of the workings after it wrong also. So my long structured question mistake is worth
3.5 marks!!! When I saw how my marks flew away so easily my heart began to ache a bit. The other 1 mark that I confirm lose was the MCQ part, the 1st question which I anyhow guess the answer and got it wrong.
After my lesson end, I just so wanted to talk to somebody about it (Just felt I wanted to tell someone about it so I can just get it off my chest). But my handphone wasn't with me - I forgot to bring it with me to school today. So I just sat at the bus there sulking over that 3.5 marks I lost due to just one stupid mistake I made.
Finally when I came home, first thing I did was to go to my room to see my handphone - 8 missed calls and 6 sms. Considered not bad. Was expecting slightly more than that cos I was suppose to meet Eunice and Iris today but because I didn't had my hp with me I couldn't contact them to ask where they were and they couldn't reach me either. Funny thing was that Eunice and me went to almost all the same places that we thought we could find each other, but we never met... Maybe it's because we're just not fated to meet today.
After reading all my sms and seeing my missed calls, I quickly sms an apology sms to Iris and called Eunice to apologize to her personally. Then after ending my call with Eunice I called Misrah. Told her about how I felt about my results etc then she say she also same like me, miss by 1 or 2 marks like that to get the top score due to her careless mistake. *Sigh* Careless mistake can sometimes be very costly like my case... So close to getting the full marks but yet its out of my reach. But since sulking won't get me anywhere, I'm trying to accept the fact that no ammendments can be made to correct what I did wrong just like my ITECH, what's done is done, careless mistake have been made and I've to accept the fact. Now must plan ahead to work hard for my projects and quizzes in order to make up for the marks I lost due to my own carelessness.
However if I can get this kind of marks for my insurance m9 exam, I'll be over the moon for sure! To pass the m9 insurance 125 MCQ question I must get a min of 70% to pass. And the multiple choices being more or less the same, it can get really difficult to get the right answer. Therefore when I pass (which means I've to study really hard) i'll confirm give myself a fabulous treat. But when I'll take my m9 again, I'm not sure yet. Saving up for both the Akido (if I want to join) and my m9 exam isn't going to be an easy task. Need to start feeding my bank.
~I Thank God for the Good and not so good results~~-Strive for the Good to be even better and the work on the not so good to be as good as the good-~
» Posted by sally - 3:52 PM
Not going to upload any pictures of my Bintan trip any time soon as my friend told me her comp got the flashy virus and she haven't got rid of it yet. My Christmas last year was tiring and fun. If I remembered correctly, I uploaded some of my caroling pictures in my facebook. So if you want, you can go check out my caroling pics in spore in my facebook.
This Sunday for me, I can describe it in One word -
TERROR!Yea... It was really terror and scary for me... Cos it was my first day as a mentor to the Sec 2s this year in my church and I was practically just thrown into the deep Ocean. Gracie and Azmi
WAS SUPPOSE to be there early to introduce me the 2008 Sec2s. But they were LATE. I so wanted to runaway since they were late. But
THANKS to Weiming, I had no choice to do that. Weiming (Theresa's husband) saw me wanting to runaway so he said he will show me the Sec 2 class since Gracie and Azmi were nowhere to be found.
stepping into the classroom with Weiming...Weiming: HELLO! This is Sally, your new mentor for your class.
Me: Er... Hello everybody...
Then Weiming left to go to his Sec 4 class.
So while waiting for Azmi and Gracie to come, I got them to introduce themselves to me and told them a bit about the Youth Alpha coming up for the Sec 1 to 4s. But even after I finish doing that, Azmi and Gracie weren't there yet. So I let them have a free and easy time to chat among themselves while I just sat at the table with them listening to them chat while I sms my brother to ask for Gracie's number to call her just in case she hasn't wake up from her dreamland yet.
It was totally blur and dunno what to do atmosphere for me. Wanted to play some ice breakers with them but couldn't think of any at that time. Guess I was too frightened, nervous and blur to think at that time.
Finally Azmi and Gracie came and lesson started.
Azmi: You know that Sally is your new teacher now right...
Gracie: Oh no! I'm late... Broke my New Year resolution.
Azmi: So next time if we are LATE, you will have Sally who will be on time to be with you all. Right Sally...
Me: having no choice except to say yar... Thinking at the back of my head if I should be late next time.
However, they were late with good reasons. Gracie was late as the day before she had to worked late until 4am like that. Whereas Azmi being a teacher had to stay up until 2am in school to compile the Integrated Program (IP) marks.
Then during lesson time got arrowed by Azmi again to teach the topic on Personal Daily Devotion on the next lesson.
At times I really wish I can become my hamster and just hide in a quiet corner when this kind of things happen.
Wonder what the Sec 2s first impression of me. Hopefully it won't be that bad =x
As for now... Need to chiong for projects, and study and revise for quiz and lab test. Must try to keep fit at the same time.
Thinking of joining my school's Akido with Julia. Though I know my mother will surely not consent to it, I feel like being a rebellious kid and just join. The only thing holding me back for now is cash. I don't think i've the cash to pay for my Akido lessons in school (the Akido lesson in my school is a student proposed cca so no subsidy given). Must start saving now if I want to join Akido...
» Posted by sally - 6:00 AM